He had "so much respect for silence" (view of a man locked in a white room with a blindfold on, now and again very old).
The distortion of memory occuring in the present tense.
Retroactive Journal entry, May 19: "letter; Dear mom, my position as God has become tenuous, may have to resign (suicide?)"
Our goal is this reconciliation and more.
Plan:
Increase activations, increase negations of
activations, actively abstract behaviors and
inject increasingly insane content into these
abstractions. In this way we will achieve "life".
Slogan:
"1980-1990, an excellent period from which there is no escape."